I WANTED TO BE LOVED SO DESPERATELY THAT MY FINGERS SHOOK WITH IT. I AM NOT BEAUTIFUL BUT I COULD BE.

still, i scrub and scrub until my body bleeds, convince myself i am coming clean, forget and ignore who i used to be. that kid is never coming back.

HOLY SHIT SANSA'S HERE

He'd say he and Zeke should get married in Vegas, but... 😬

/ aidan ☹️ gillen 🫠 needs 🔥 more 🤺 GODDAMNED 🤬 APPRECIATION 🥰

He's missing being on tour today. The crowds. The chaos. The adrenaline. He just wants to sing on stage again.

you are allowed to grieve over the child you could have been.

Seeing Eli and the twins has his mind going. He wants to be a father someday soon. Raising a baby with Zeke sounds like heaven.

🥹💕 I've missed you!!

Birthday boy 🥳🥳🥳

Hot.

'you're such a sweet boy.' 'i've killed people.' '... well, you're sweet to me.'

James is walking around the hotel, trying to get out some anxious energy. He ends up sitting by one of the gardens, smoking a joint and taking in the fresh air.

Curls up against Ezekiel Williams with a tired sigh, resting his head on his chest.

I'd do anything for him.

here's the real question. —how have you survived this long when you're so violently self—destructive ﹖

⸺ don't save the truth for a 𝒓 𝒂 𝒊 𝒏 𝒚 𝒅 𝒂 𝒚.