feeling especially ugly today ❤️

the way im bts

hold up i only gained like .2 from bingeing…… local man discovers that calories arent everything

i wanna eat but im not even hungry,, so glad i dont have snacks rn

my cravings have been a lot better but theyve been replaced my old ocd habits ❤️

i finally got a pfd referral so tbh i wanna focus on getting my ibs under control for now. which part of me is happy about bc i have so many dietary restrictions slxjdns

~250 cals for dinner

me: bashes my head against the wall multiple times also me: why am i dizzy and why does my head hurt

made chicken congee for dinner :) could’ve cooked for a bit longer but oh well

sometimes i forget restriction has side effects LMAO

guess who had/has a mild fecal impaction 💀💀💀

want to eat normally so i can fix my gi tract and lose weight but trying to fix it will prob make me gain and start fucking it up again but i need to fix it so i can lose weight but t

hey guys, im gonna try to recover for real because i really, really need to get my ibs under control. i was constipated all april and had/have mild blockage. i might not meet the right calorie count, but i want to prioritize my physical health first.