No I’m sober & loving life. You ?

I used to b happy when I was high. Now I’m happy when I’m sober. No judgement to anyone. Be gentle with yourself. 🎀

To beat hatred, transform thyself

Thousands of “why” I spent in the last decade over what you say, what you do, what you prioritize and what you don’t care. Surprising that I still have some “why”s left to spend everyday. #AUDRecovery

Will be burying a childhood friend on Monday. We had brilliant times growing up but grew apart as our lives went in different directions. he suffered from the same disease as me, alcoholism, and it got him. Only 53, too young. Sometimes it's just so hard #RecoveryPosse #ODAAT

Real request from a patient “Doc, would you send me more Narcan? It’s over 12 people I’ve saved with Narcan from the VA” 🚨The naloxone we prescribe is never just for the patient who receives it.

You say you passed the denial phase. But changing what you say from “I don’t have the problem” to “yes, I have the problem” should not excuse you from what you do to the family and the society, especially if the words do not have the meaning.

I know you desperately seek a hand to pull you out from the fog. But the fog is too thick, you cannot see our hands. Can you come forward a bit, until you see our hands? Can you hear us? We are also a half way in the fog. But we cannot go further in. Otherwise, we all get lost.

Can you imagine “if anything is possible”? If it is difficult to imagine your ideal future, please start from imagining the concept of “ideal”. Stop sitting inside and go out walking. Walking is said to stimulate imagination and increase creativity output to an average of 60%!

#Naltrexone is used to help narcotic dependents who have stopped taking narcotics to stay #drugfree. It is also used to help alcoholics stay #alcoholfree.

Some say that they run out of tears. I thought it was just a metaphor. But now, I realized. I do not have any tears left to spend for you anymore.

What does “moving forward” mean to you? I have a feeling that your meaning and mine are quite different on this. So, tell me, to make me understand you more.

Funny that the kids and I used to be amazed by how flies placed inside pitcher plants did not walk out by theirselves. They kept looking outside, but they stayed there until being killed. We never realized that the same thing was happening right beside us. #AUDRecovery

Saw some contrails in the sky and thought of many who are currently struggling with the disease. The situations they are undergoing may be all different, but I really wish all of them to head to a better future. #AUDRecovery

I’m 5 years alcohol free & it was actually easy 🍺🍷 But it was only because of the treatment I used, called the Sinclair Method. This treatment worked to reverse my alcohol addiction from my brain, and I honestly feel completely free. #naltrexone #wedorecover #sinclairmethod

If you are suffering so much and you really don’t know what to do, look up the sky. Whatever you see, from the sun, the moon and the stars to helicopters, that’s the life out there. You don’t need to do more now, but have your eye on the LIFE out there. #AUDRecovery

What does “first step” mean to you? I’m ready to forget my definition of it. I just want you to take your first step, whatever that is as long as it takes you to a better place. #AUDRecovery

I support you. The time and energy I spend for you now will benefit the kids, which will then benefit myself. The kids love you unconditionally, and I love them unconditionally. #AUDRecovery

Is family members of perpetrator also perpetrator? Do we need to be responsible to the society for what you do even though we do not have any control over what you do?

The kids found a parasite in a mantis. The parasite, appeared to be a water creature, is said to attack mantis’s brain to even let it jump into water. The mantis was not on its own anymore. We thought of you. #AUDRecovery