i’m hopelessly, irrevocably in love with you. the desperate, aching kind of love. the kind there’s no coming back from. the kind there’s no way out of. the kind that’s going to be the death of me one day.

i did crave attention, but i refused to humiliate myself by asking for it.

⠀i want to be saved . that's all i've ever wanted .

kiss me as if you’re punching me, until my lips bleed.

⠀no one is coming to save you. get up.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀keep your 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 on mine .

. ⏤ 𝔐𝔬𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤. ℑ'𝔪 𝔤𝔬𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔟𝔢𝔠𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 ℑ'𝔪 𝔟𝔬𝔯𝔢𝔡. .

i’ll soften my hands ， i’ll be gentle for you.

you’re the closest to heaven that i’ll ever be.

i was meant to be yours / we were meant to be one

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒎𝒆 , make me 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 why we were fighting .

i want you. just you

we’re cursed， you and i. and there’s nothing to be done about it.

you idiot. we could've been… us.

i hope u are missing me too

whatever we are, i love you

⠀ i'm hard to love , i don't make it easy .

⠀i want to be saved . that's all i've ever wanted .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 .ᐟ

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀my heart 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒔 for yours and 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 * 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 .