so if you need to be mean， be mean to me. i can take it and put it inside of me / if your hands need to break more than trinkets in your room， you can lean on my arm as you break my heart.

so i sit and wait like an abandoned dog waiting for its owner. impatient， restless， and forever waiting.

thank you for being the victim of my shallow emotions

and he forgives you / dogs are like that / so loyal / dead dogs are just happy you’re here.

⠀if you need to be mean be mean to me .

i’ll adore you, as a drowned person does the sea.

still, there is this terrible desire to be loved. still, there is this horror at being left behind.

you must come with me, loving me, to death; or else hate me, and still come with me, and hating me through death and after. there is no such thing as indifference in my apathetic nature.

angels aren’t just flesh and feather. they come in different palettes— sea foam, cherry bark, rose thorn. in the right heaven-yellow light, anything could be holy enough to save you.

you don’t stop loving someone just because they’re not physically with you.

bernadette. you are my liberty ，i celebrate the day that you changed my history. life ﹠ death will always lead you into love ﹠ regret.

you realize that grief is perhaps the last and final translation of love. and i think， you know， this is the last act of loving someone. and you realize that it will never end.

crawlin’ back to you. ever thought of callin’ when you’ve had a few .ᐣ ‘cause i always do.

in your gaze where i'm seen / consume me

Hm, should I just pretend not to see? 🤔

“don’t walk past me like a stranger,” i say. and i laugh so he doesn’t know that i’m begging, and that i really mean ‘how am i supposed to live without you when i started living because of you’.

⠀ ⠀ "i love you, but you're not mine." ⠀

Ha! That looks like it’s going well-

Four Years! Went by in a flash!

my memory of you has been pressed into little flowers, the petals splattered with blood and it left stains in the notebook that is my heart. take them, if you please, it shows how much i love you.