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I'm really triggered cus I feel like he's abandoning me but in reality I have no idea what is going on. Maybe he's dead. Maybe he just decided he doesn't like me anymore. Maybe I'll never know.

Was gonna attempt tonight but I can't find my other bottle of effexor so fuckkmk Might try anyway with like 5 grams

This is a stupid reason to kill myself but I don't think I care anymore. I just hope it works.

I've done everything I was supposed to. I went to the hospital, did php, went to therapy, took meds, everything. Why the fuck am I still so sad

Someone available to talk? Feeling pretty suicidal

Has anyone here had experience with long term mental health care? Was it a good experience? Short term isn't helping :/

I survived, oopsie

Does he know he's breaking my heart

Bpd is the stupidest disorder ever someone please knock some sense into me

Ow ow ow ow ow

I should tell him not to talk to me anymore but I don't think that's fair to either of us. I just want to be normal

maybe i should drink more energy drinks🤔🤔

Im so sad its physically hurting

I wish my attempt had worked :/

Don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't want to die don't

R I C H can't you see just how much I love your tragedy? Changed my profile pic to you, now I fully understand what you're going through

Probably gonna have to cut this friend off but I don't want to be responsible for her poor mental health. She needs to deal with it by herself and not project it into the rest of us but I also care about her deeply. I just can't be around her rn

I keep looking at the pics from their bachelorette party and making myself super jealous ughhhh