you’ve left me now and i dont know what to do

people always leave

im so disappointed in myself i want to die

lol i hate feeling like this but whatever right lmao

one of the most important people in my life has cancer & i wont see her for a while & i am so selfish for wanting her to stay

im literally so alone LMAO

shes pushed me to be the person i am today & i cant even talk abt it without tearing up

im in such a bad state but im too afraid to admit it

the only person i want to talk to doesnt want to talk to me

sometimes my brain thinks faster than i can write and my thoughts race without translation and im left here confused upon every thought

i want to die

i have absolutely no one to talk to every single person has left

everything is falling a part

I swear ive never been this sad

when ppl make plans RIGHT in front of u >>>>>>

all everyone does is use me, regardless im so easy to forget about

man this hurts

i have nobody

man i just love you so much

they say that love comes knocking unexpectedly, and boy all i can say is that the greatest gift ive received is when you knocked on my door unexpected