My mom is really sick and has been sick for weeks and she went to her doctors and doesn’t know what’s going on with her health Iam really worried about her and don’t want to loose her
If I ever see a dog lay on a girls lay that is really adorable and whine on it and looks into my eyes I would get really and kiss the dog on her lap when the dog whines on it
I wanted to say this from the bottom of my heart Iam sorry willowleef tyftac duchnessweaver and all the female content creators for the vile and awful things I’ve said to you and done I was severely mentally ill when I did those things but Iam working on myself to get better
My mom was telling me like streaming wasn’t a good idea until my mental health and head was in space that I was able to control my emotions so I don’t end of emotionally hurting all the female streamers with my harsh words no excuse for my actions I take full responsibility
No one deserves to be treated the way that I treat all those female streamers like I don’t even think I deserve to be on any platform I fucked up bad maybe I deserve what’s coming to me
I wanted to be honest with you all just because someone tells your to avoid me or doesn’t mean that you have to take the time to get to know me first before listening to other people Iam not that bad of a person Iam nice caring I give back to the community and a good supporter
I wish people would take the time to get to know me instead of listening to their people and being influenced by others like people have a mind of their own and people shouldn’t be trying to manipulate other because they don’t like me
I wanted to say whatever you heard about me in some fucken bullshit article about me listen I’ve changed a lot Iam not that person anymore Iam a better person please take the time to get know me
This world will be a better place without me and that Iam dead and gone I lost the will to want to live in this world to keep fighting and going on and lost faith in myself and confidence in myself I lost everything my community friends family fuck my life time I check out now
I can’t fucken live with this heavy guilt that’s weighing on my shoulder I hurt too many people and the guilt is eating me
alive the right this for me to do is end my fucken life goodbye everyone forever nice knowing you all