New lw let's fucking go!

What is the lowest weight I can get to before they hospitalize me? im curious

I really wanna snack right now but I don't wanna ruin my progress + it's not even eating time :( so I'm gonna have some ice instead. I need to buy more gum

Me wanting to talk to moot but being to anxious to dm them or to tag them so now I'm waiting for a tweet of theirs to appear on my timeline to interact with it 😞

I think I might be experiencing insomnia, cuz I've been awake since 3 something am when I usually wake up at 4:40-5 am

88.4 lbs/BMI 15.9 is low or Ambi tripping?

Ok one hand I feel fat, on the other I had to make two extra holes to my belt and it's already getting a bit loose

The fact that a part of therapy/recovery for eds in a lot of cases is creating the desire to get better is something I hadn't really considered before. It makes me feel less guilty about wasting all this doctors time when I don't want to recover.

I'm thinking if I should weigh in at my usual time tomorrow or wait after school. I'm eating dinner late, so I'm scared it won't be as accurate. I guess I'll post it if u guys wanna see

I ate so much for dinner I wanna kms

I feel like shit and idk what to eat for lunch so I'm gonna have a salad with some fruit for lunch

I'm so fat I wanna kill myself I need to exercise but my mom won't let me

Just had an idea to lose more weight, instead of just walking 5k extra steps at night and calling it a day I'm gonna exercise cuz I almost never do it now, or maybe lower it a bit. Also exercise in the morning after I get my usual before breakfast 6k steps.

I wanna try the school lunch tomorrow, I go to a private school but my country is doing this program of little chats with the girls and stuff and they send food, it all looks very yummy but I don't eat any of it. I really want to but I don't wanna have a breakdown at school.

I feel bad about this one person who's on recovery and I interact with them and I don't wanna trigger them because I'm actively trying to get worse. Why am I like this

I've eaten so much today I think I'm gonna skip weighing myself tomorrow