WHEN YOU TELL SOMEONE ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS AND NOW SUDDENLY THEY HAVE THE EXACT SAME ONES

⟬ #venttwt #ranttwt #shedtwt ⟭ ⧼🌙⧽ Staring at the screen and reading the messages where I bring up my current interest and realizing I no longer have the energy 2 talk about the things I like. "You can yap about it if you want!" No, I can't, it's too late for you to fix it.

⟬ #venttwt #ranttwt #shedtwt ⟭ ⧼🌙⧽ All you seem to care about is forcing constant affection out of me when I don't feel loved and don't have the energy to give it. I was never meant to be a "Daddy" or a "Mommy" in my relationships, I can't take care of yet another person.

⟬ #venttwt #ranttwt #shedtwt ⟭ ⧼🌙⧽ I resent the fact that you have people always on your side and never on mine, I'm the bad guy, the villain, and it hurts because I can't tell if it's true or if I'm actually allowed to be hurt. I want to lash out, to cry and to be held.

⟬ #venttwt #ranttwt #shedtwt ⟭ ⧼🌙⧽ I wish I could be what you need. I love you so much and it's shitty that whenever I communicate my feelings to you it hurts you. Maybe I should just stop and swallow it all down. Not that you'd be happy either way, you're never satisfied...

Being hyperfem-presenting and preferring masc terms is genuinely hell-on-earth.

⟬ #venttwt #ranttwt #shedtwt ⟭ ⧼🌙⧽ Why does communicating my feelings turn you into a stranger? I see you pretending. Do you think I don't read your notes, watch your stories? Do you think I'm stupid? Y is it so fucking hard for u to just love me the way I want to be loved?

⟬ #venttwt #burntwt #shedtwt ⟭ Relapsing because wtf else am I supposed to do? Normally I only burn when I'm in a super high emotion but for some reason I'm just not fearing the pain. I want it. The smell of the gas is overwhelming, the imprints of it staying only for a moment.

⟬ #venttwt #ranttwt #shedtwt ⟭ ⧼🌙⧽ I never meant to fall in love with you. I didn't even plan to become more than friends. Now you have me carved on your arm and I'd carve your name into the bullet that kills me just so you could be the last thing that goes through my mind.

⟬ #venttwt #ranttwt #shedtwt ⟭ I don't like AI art. I don't like the negative effects of using AI on the environment. That being said, as someone who has identified closer to robots and aliens than humans my entire life, I hate the growing hostility towards bots.

⟬ #venttwt #ranttwt #shedtwt ⟭ ⧼💠⧽ I used 2 think becoming an adult would save me and fix things somehow. That once I became 18 u'd be nicer to me, let up ur vice grip on every aspect of my life. Now I see that to u my age is just a number and I'm still just smth to control.

⟬ #venttwt #ranttwt #shedtwt ⟭ I was never a trend hopper, but I love labubus/lafufus. All my life I had a monchhichi doll named Nyamy, he's my favorite toy 2 this day and they remind me of him bc they're plushies with vinyl faces. They make me happy and seeing hate saddens me.

If you actually believe sh is JUST cutting then block me rn idc

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⟬ #shedtwt #shtwt #edtwt ⟭ Went to go block someone for dissing my religion and it was oomf... I'm gonna strangle myself, this is strike 1 PLS be respectful of other religions no matter what it is. Not all Christians are the same, not everyone is trying to force u to convert.

⟬ #venttwt #ranttwt #shedtwt ⟭ I always say I have no triggers, but I really do. Ironically, one of them are sh cuts. Fresh, scars, doesn't matter. I joined #shtwt not only to find community in people like me, but in hopes of desensitizing myself to this imagery.

I'm not trans in the "I was born in the wrong body" way. I'm trans in the way that over time every ounce of my femininity, my kindness, my vulnerability was chipped away. The little girl that held my soul died, leaving behind a wicked husk of a man. I hardly remember that girl.