Having elderly pets is a blessing (they're so baby) and a curse (you know they're gonna go soonish ☹️)

I haven't done my therapy 'homework' yet and my next appt's on thursday 😭😭 Though I have done other things to please my therapist so maybe it won't be the end kf the world if I end up not doing it... also I have a blister and don't wanna go for a walk cause of it 😭😭

got a phonecall AND a text from an unknown number and I'm now too Spooked to use my phone :((((((

🚨NEWS🚨 CW: Assisted Dying Disability Rights UK’s Statement on Assisted Dying Assistance to die should not be easier to access than assistance to live. Parliament and Government should not allow assisted dying when political choices undermine our lives, and rights, every day.

I want to go to the Scary coffee shop tomorrow but I'm already nervous + freaking out about it :( the reason? you have to ask for sugar when you order your coffee :( :( :( anxiety goes WAAAAHH WAAAHHH

went to the Scary Veggie Cafe this morning and although my anxiety was super high I ordered and drank my coffee without a hitch! will try to go back again tomorrow

yesterday + monday weren't great for my ED (binged + vommed ugh) BUT!! I'm getting rly good at only eating 1 portion of sweet trigger foods at a time. + for some reason it's like a Switch has gone off in my head, I've been getting barely any food noise lately :D

probably gonna start two new langs next year (one in jan, one in oct) :) french/german (for uni) and lithuanian/ukrainian (for funsies). but u all know that me + decisions = AAAHHH!!!

I'm thinking of making a tumblr to track my multilingual reading progress + write short summaries of what I've read but then... smn might read it ... D: D: D:

tumblr's layout has Changed since the early 2010s and that is intrinsically Bad because I don't like Different things >:(

Ayo Edebiri encourages people stop using AI for trivial purposes in new post: “pls stop using Al to see what you'd look like as a sexy sims character or whatever you can commission some talented and horny freak to do it for like $6… this s**t is cooking the planet!!!! and our

Me: I want to die constantly cause I have an irreparably disgustingly ugly face and body Therapist: just wear makeup and put on some muscle :) ???

Why is almost every post/meme I see about being trans about how great it is to be hot after transition makes me feel like such a disgusting failure for being so offensively ugly

did like 45 mins of uni study today + rewarded myself with a 6 hour nap 😎😎

got up at 3 to catch up on uni stuff + cat immediately snuggles into my arm for cuddles :///// I love her with my wholee heart but she usually stays for hours, baby I need to study 😭😭

#langtwt so I joined the Blue site (as tegeirian), are there any tags over there like langtwt to follow to connect with the local lang community?