for starters, let's weigh in things we already know - till has been described since the beginning as an EXTREMELY sensitive person, always having his own emotions on display to the point where he's essentially drowning in them - his levels of attachment to people are rooted

heavily in the familiarity of love he gained growing up from io, it was genuine love, something till would learn to hold dear to him, just as those he's designated as people he cares about - however, just as he was FIRST raised with love, he was then raised with constant

uncertainty, abuse, and just general instability that would proceed to make him CLING to whatever semblance of comfort he could get in others, we see how truly insecure he is and how lowly he thinks of himself in the new lyrics + previous comics (examples below)

- he's in this constant battle of the love (platonic or romantic) he knows how to experience VS the level of uncertainty towards himself and how to express that love due to the completely clashing lifestyles he experienced to gain those two mindsets

- imagine it like this, if you suddenly went from receiving positive reinforcement, love, and affirmation of your worth from a loved one for years to suddenly have it RIPPED away from you, and now your worth is seen as monetarily based, you're constantly shown NEGATIVE

but thats not very easy to do when he's constantly nervous towards his own feelings because of his insecurity. sure this song portrays this through the potential lens of his feelings towards mizi, but i really feel like people are skipping over the whole PROCESS

MIZI.. THE UNRELIABLE NARRATOR YOU ARE.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. "Maybe i wasnt as desperate for her", yet you hold her so tenderly and desperately in the dead of night just when she's in her darkest

WERE THE SUA CLONE THEORISTS RIGHT OMG??

mizisua cheek kiss is very important to me actually ME AND WHO

me, together with you #ALNST #mizisua #SUA

my apex teammates😭

When lesbians make out and make it clear they don't like men they're actually queerbaiting sorry guys

What do we think guys

mfw im in an unreliable narrator contest and mizi is the final boss (i had a good run)

lives were changed dude. it’s not okay.

i want him too the aliens aint special

NEW PATREON SHOWING THE FULL BODY OF ALL THE NUDE MIZISUA SCENES HOLY SHIT JBKNFJKOLS