ㅤ ㅤ qaIawan 𓆩𓆪 restarting, not new to rp. like & rt. ㅤ

ㅤ ≡ 佐藤 ▪︎ 海淵 POSTED AN UPDATE.ᐟ 2025年08月11日 Manila, PH I have never been a fan of the quiet. But peace feels a lot different ever since I started spending my days with you. Thank you for loving me gently and for helping me pick up the pieces. ㅤ

grief is like waking up and remembering, 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣, that they’re not here anymore. it doesn’t leave, it just waits quietly and patiently in the corners of your day. it doesn’t ask for permission or follow rules. some days it’s like a whisper and other days it feels like a storm.

you smile you carry on but you know it lingers like ready to rise with a memory like a scent or a familiar phrase. losing someone isn’t something you get over, it’s something you learn to bear while living. a love too big to disappear, and a sorrow that never truly lets go.

͏ ͏͏A slow paced walk, having your eyes stared blankly at the distance with no focal line. Mind filled with muted chaos. Trapped between haywires—can't think straight. Hollowed chest, ͏ ͏ ͏

Grief is a tide that never recedes. It’s the salt in the air, the weight in a chest that no breath can shake. It’s the silence between heartbeats where old ghosts linger.

ㅤ ≡ 佐藤 ▪︎ 海淵 POSTED AN UPDATE.ᐟ 2025年08月14日 Malate, Manila Experimenting the new set until I get back to Plat-Emerald! A little sick though but it's me and my Pepsi Zero Sugar against the world. (No, I haven't went back to streaming again lazy to pack set up) ㅤ

grief is a language i never wanted to learn but somehow become fluent. each word and syllable now rolls in the tongue against my will. it doesn't leave, not easy to get rid of either. it stays and takes every shape, form and way of how i see, feel and love.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 《 海淵。》 Balik ka na :( ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

how i'm spending the weekend? basking in the warm cali sun! as much as i miss my bat right now, i'd risk a practice for my bed today (sorry coach). 🌊