so... my novel has been back-burnered for a while. trying to flesh out the story and stuff. i think the best thing is to just step away from it for a while and go back to it when I'm ready.

so that's why I'm crazy.

I guess I have that going for me.

Not true. I talk openly about sex here, and I'm still 100% responsible for my own sexual pleasure.

me too. I feel like having sex just once is barely enough to say you're no longer a virgin

the only sexual positions I'm familiar with lately are (1) hand inside panties to masturbate, (2) push panties to the side to masturbate, and (3) pull them down to masturbate. I'm efficient with all three.

been so busy guys! what did I miss?

words cannot describe how horny I am most days.

sigh.

Yeah, but I wouldn't advertise it.

It's closing in on a full year since I lost my virginity, and thus, a full year since I last had sex. I thought finally giving it up would make me feel liberated, but it hasn't.

what's the best way to privately buy a vibrator?

coming this month: the anniversary of when I lost my virginity, which will also mark a year since I last had sex.

is anyone listening to me?

So.. I decided to write my novella in stages using Wattpad and I've asked someone to help me with a cover. I'm hoping this will get me motivated to write

yay!

I never watched porn before I lost my virginity last year. Now, in the year since, I can't help myself. Though I suspect if I ever have sex again I could stop.