Please stop sending men long paragraphs after they hurt you. They don't care and nothing you say will guilt trip them into caring. Take your dignity and go.
In the 1980s, a man with severe OCD shot himself in the head in an attempt to commit suicide. Instead of killing him, the bullet destroyed the part of his brain responsible for his OCD, and he went on to become a straight-A college student five years later.
It’s humbling when you find yourself complaining about the little things, only to realize someone else is praying for exactly what you have. It really puts things into perspective and reminds you to be more grateful.