My anxiety gets so bad I black out. It’s not just stress or nerves it’s like my body hits a shutdown switch without warning.This isn’t just in my head..I wouldn’t wish this on anyone. 26 years of this shit.I would’ve thought I’d have a grip on it by now, but it just gets worse….
I didn’t visit my grandpa much at the hospital because i genuinely thought he was going to make it out like he always did.. and my schedule would go back to seeing him every morning..
Biggest regret of my life.
Didn’t have enough time, still had so much to show him.