the intimacy of learning every small thing about someone and the grief of having to forget it all

i think i'm afraid to be happy because whenever i get too happy, something bad always happens.

Talking stages already take a toll on me when they don’t work out... I can’t imagine what a divorce would do.😭😭😭😭😭

the fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for

when you realize you've never been put first your whole life and you're just the person who fills a void in people's lives until they don't need you anymore

but before it all went wrong, i think that was the happiest i've ever been in my life

Secondary school was too funny. They’ll see an introvert with social anxiety and give them "best behaved" lmaoo 😭🤣

Fasho. You just gotta be prepared to get called gay after

Can I have the light you stole from my eyes back or

maybe i died of Covid in 2020 and this is hell

You’re told: “Go no-contact.” “Focus on yourself.” “Time will heal it.” But no one tells you what to do at 2AM when your chest hurts and your brain won’t stop replaying them.

phone so dry that the only time it vibrates is when i put it in the charger

You can really feel when you don’t mean shit to somebody

feeling unwanted changes u a lot

Close that laptop beloved. Employee of the year has already been chosen.

i get attached like a stray cat you accidentally fed once

i simply accept my extreme loneliness as punishment for something i did in a past life and don’t worry about it

as my final act of love, i will never reach out again but i will become everything i told you i would

anxious attachment sucks bc ur mood depends on someone else’s energy and if there’s any shift you immediately start overthinking and go into panic mode