thanks eclipse season

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i hate waking up to panic attacks its my big favorite

the worst feeling is outgrowing every bra you have and being broke and unable to buy new ones so u have to walk around the house braless in front of ur dad

one of the most rewarding things about my relationship is i see growth RIGHT AWAY. I voice my feelings, ask for a behavior change, and i get effort from them immediately because im loved that much. 🩷

yk how late at night (sometimes every night) u replay every embarrassing thing you’ve ever said or done? my brain does NOT wait for bedtime to start and it just NEVER. ENDS.

im putting ruel from wakfu on my hear me out cake

yk its bad when at least one of ur exes looks like this mf:

unpopular opinion: don’t take 2 weeks off of work for a release of a video game. just why. i get y’all dont wanna work but thats such a waste of free days and a game is usually never that deep. prioritize.

dttm im smoking a bowl and watching ponies ttm later 🙄😍🐎🎀

when my fiancé’s napping and im awake on my phone all i can think is “i can’t wait for her to wake up so i can tell her about/show her this” 😊

why am i so boring like why is it so hard for me to at least stick to a hobby like for christs sake ally YOU’RE UNEMPLOYED GET UP DO SOMETHING WHYS IT ALWAYS A FIGHT W U GOD

its like this heavy sense of paralysis but then feeling guilty bc look at yourself. its actually pathetic. GET. UP.

my disorder is trying to eat me fuck

when u can’t sleep bc all u can think of is how you really haven’t improved as much as you thought you had and you make everyone suffer

like i swear to god all i want is to not be a raging fucking bitch when i receive criticism. its either that or drown everyone in my tears. i can’t win bro

as a recovering pwBPD, tonight I cry for all that I lost growing up due to my old behaviors. when you accept that you were just an awful person back then, how are you supposed to remember the good things abt u from that time too? i cant remember if there were any.

I didnt learn to change until i was 19. im almost 21 now. most of my life i have hurt others and myself in countless ways. i dont have the 20 other years under my belt to prove i wasn’t born to be this person.

haha made my fiance watch trolls 3 trip on acid it was the best time ever