me after purging into the compost bin instead of a plastic bag

im gonna get one of these when i reach bmi 14 except it says "glorifying anorexia"

idk why ppl attribute being a fat-shaming bitch to their ED like if anything it's only made me more sympathetic towards fat ppl bc a lot of them struggle with disordered eating too except its on the opposite end of the spectrum

me the second the coke comedown hits

friend 1: i want to lose weight but i can't stop eating i need to get ozempic friend 2 (joking): just become bulimic so you can get the best of both worlds me (on ED incognito mode):

shoutout to orthos fr bc i could not live without artificial sweeteners

ok i'm 20 now why isn't my ED gone yet HELOOOOOO

rip my titties but at least this swimsuit top doesn't feel unbearably tight anymore

spent waaay too much money on mothers day presents but at least most of it was from a small business so

skipping meals for c/s sessions in case i absorb a large amount of cals <33 best ana whooo!!!!

i find recovery accs more triggering than ed accs sometimes bc i see how much sicker they are/were than me and it makes me feel like i need to get to bmi 12 and be hospitalized in order to deserve recovery

sooo i did actually make a healthy dinner for once instead of skipping it but i left it on the counter to eat later after hanging out with my friend AND GUESS FUCKING WHAT MY FAMILY ATE IT ok so you guys want me to starve i get it i'm fat whatever <3333

is there a difference or am i delusional cause the more i look at it the more fat i look

me when i see c/s listed under one of those "ed propaganda i'm not falling for" posts

i think its time that i finally accept i am an alcoholic and i did in fact end up like my parents

I'M IN THE BMI 17S AGAIN LETS GOOO WE'RE OUT THE PLATEAU BABYY

lately ive been using finely chopped iceberg lettuce instead of celery in my tuna salad and it actually tastes so much better plus it doesnt have that weird ass stringy shit that you can't chew

if 4 pastries is considered a binge to you guys yall would go apeshit if you saw the amount of food i eat while going through extreme hunger AND working a manual labour job (also yea im employed now thats why i havent been active lolz)

went full circle and now i have a reputation at my work as "the girl who eats a fuckton" bc of my extreme hunger :,) if only these guys knew

breakfast is my fav meal i'm always either a dinner or lunch skipper depending on whether i'm at work or school