I don’t like being healed I miss being able to break out in tears and sob like a baby
And I miss being able to lash out at the ones who tell me “I love you” and then working myself up so I could hurt myself all over and I would feel so bad and it would happen everyday
Package arriving today!! + I’m lazy so I’m not gonna wait till monday to restrict I’m just gonna start now I’ll weigh myself when I wake up then weigh in on the 23rd and 30th