i want to bake but i have nobody to give the cake to

my dietician is mfp’s number one hater

my tremors have gotten to the point i can’t even write normal

rate the breakfast

i can’t wait to be in bed in…, 5 hours 😵‍💫

i used to b/p a whole pack of them cosmic brownies….

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ysl. ⠀

seconds before a b/p

confusing when one minute i’m legit looking into buying a gun and the next i’m sick to my stomach with love for my friends

anyone else get incredibly suicidal on christmas?

pills will help me get better. they are useful and worth the discomfort.

i’m not kidding i yearn for b/p hangouts at the buffet when i was 11 and on pro ana forums the adults always talked about them and now that im grown and geriatric (birth year starts with a 19) i wish i could do it with someone 😭

edtwt does anyone know who this is? found it on a thinspo forum and they didn’t know who it is or where it’s from

feel like i’m forever stuck as a child when i found out what eating disorders were

me waiting for my friend to ask me how i’m doing so i can finally vent

i love feeling dizzy

hate thinking of how much of a jerk my ed makes me at times

if i get on the med i want for depression, ive gotta cut out, like, my 4 favorite foods </3