i want to become a horrifying woman. i want people to turn away in horror when i pass by in the street. i don't want to forget anger and hatred! who says anger and hatred are ugly?

Bro how tf?!! God bless her cause

How are you gonna complain about your body and then do nothing about it

seeing a picture of me from 2021/2022 is sooo triggering but exactly what i needed to lock in

i tried to do the same pose and i feel like i look so much fatter 💀

a better angle/comparisonspo. i feel like my arms are so much fatter in the second picture and mum said i didn’t look well in the left picture and was super pale and could see my spine. so triggering but motivated me to lock in

going to an endocrinology appointment today to see if they can work out why i’ve been gaining weight and retaining so much water even with exercise and heavily restricting

just got out. the doctor was sooooo abrupt and irritated and wouldn’t let me explain ANYTHING but she thinks taking my medicine at night time is the cause for it so i have to take it in the morning at 4am and it should start working. so i’ll start setting an alarm and will see

i cried the whole way through the appointment because i had such bad anxiety and i didn’t get the opportunity to explain what was happening. but at the end she was asking me about my mum and if i had siblings and said she looks forward to taking care of me when i have a baby

at a family bbq with my glass of water and a dream (bmi 17)

omad, IGNORE THE SALT I POURED TOO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭

constantly on the verge of tears at the moment, alzheimer’s is such a cruel monster

People moaning and making noise over food makes me so livid i can't keep it in

gina start fâsting again as i’ve gotten out of the habit and need to get back to it

tired and ready to sleep for 60 years

does anyone else didn’t even know what macros were n how important protein was before joining edtwt??? 😭 i was getting like 2g of protein per day 💀