feels like the term ‘queer’ has just become a way to say i’m straight and being weird about it

3 hour whatsapp video call with a dear friend 🙏🏻

playing tetris while she sleeps on my chest 🙏🏻

why did i just get directly shaded in an ig post …

i excel at misinterpreting psychosomatic symptoms

obsessed with a girl i went to high school with listing ‘tuscany’ in her list of italian cities she has visited in her ig caption

me having covid for the first time now is so vintage

somehow was so distraught by this i felt the need to write it in my notes at 2am before i forgot

dinner i cooked was so bad it made me vomit

me rn unable to find a job 🙏🏻 blessed be

my girlfriend btw

i don’t consider london as a city in the same way new york people don’t consider long island an actual borough

starting to believe in the ‘american dream’ again 😓

quitting my job to focus on receiving hundreds of rejection email, humiliating job interviews & being too depressed and suicidal to enjoy summer

i’m scared ur gonna jump in the thames, when i was 25 someone said that

yea…

my gf took my to a michel star restaurant for lunch but had me cycle 5k against strong winds and uphill to get there…lesbianism …

sometimes i don’t feel like writing because everything is connected and i can’t get into all that right now

was at this bus stop a year or so ago, coming down for 4 different types of drugs that i was doing for most of the week bc i was gonna kms otherwise bc life in london is so unbearable in the winter ( and all the time) that drug abuse is the only option

the FKA Twigs rave was near my house, but ultimately i chose taking drugs at home ❤️