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19. i hate worrying everyone. i hate how people walk on eggshells around me because they’re waiting for the next time i do something crazy.

21. i hate how i will never experience a normal life. i hate how i don’t see a bright future for myself. or a future at all. i hate how terrified i am.

22. i hate how much money my parents have spent on my treatment. i hate how after all of their efforts, i’m still severely mentally ill. i’m nothing but a burden.

23. i hate feeling like i’m never sick enough. i hate how i always want to be doing worse than someone else. i hate how i don’t believe i deserve happiness.

when people don't suspect I have an ed because I'm fat

i only attended a week of my senior year and have been homeschooled since watching my friends experience the last year of hs, having fun, hanging out while im sitting in bed all day getting 50 steps max, hardly showering, eating like a pig im tired

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tbh I feel too fat to go to school tomorrow but if I don’t go I’ll feel even fatter bc I’ll be laying in bed but I feel so fat bc the school rlly wants us to wear valentines colors and I don’t want to b the only emo one so but pink is too nice of a color for a fat person like me

my parents worked so hard to put me in a therapeutic school n I alr want to skip n leave bc I am fat even tho it’s all my fault and hi im her after 3000 cal binge 2 days in a row

I am not depressed!

living is getting tiring again not for any particular reason I think im js a spoiled crybaby

im srry my parents had to birth me n raise me i rlly dunno what to do bc dying now is more of a waste than js living but i dont think im sum1 who should live bc all i do is leech off my family do ppl even like me or r they pretending

like i don’t get hungry but i can’t just fast indefinitely but the second i eat anything i just feel like i have to have everything

Ion wanna go to school tmorrow im too fat n ugly

what binging is like

this is what I’m going thru rn n it sucks 😭

have u guys ever heard the silence right when someone jumps it’s like the world goes quiet and then bang

I find it ironic that the same day (ysterday) I walked on the bridge where I tried jmping from to drown, sum1 committed and even live-streamed it she was 18

used to wonder how ppl could js not shower n brush n shit without feeling gross but now I purposely neglect hygiene and leave trash in my room as a form of sh