i knew that it was cruel to be so optimistic，but，in my solitude，i couldn't resist the urge and spent entire days basking in idiotic fanstasies，sometimes verging on prayer．

guess about all i got left now is doubts．doubts and scars．

i only look at ghosts．they are inside you．

find what you love and let it kill you．let it drain you of your all．let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness．let it kill you and let it devour your remains．

throw the sage in the fire；blindfolded to desire．

it ain't no secret i didn't get these scars falling over in church．

far，forever．in life，in death．we'll be together．

she's a woman on fire．in this moment，i yearn for her．she's my deadly desire．for my secrets i'll burn．

i discovered the pain of missing someone．i miss their skin，their body，which i once possessed and then had taken away from me．it must be given back under the threat of madness．

born brilliant，born bad ...and a little bit mad．

tell me how many pieces you were broken into．i want to know how many versions of you i will have to love．

your hands upon a deadman's gun and you're looking down the sights．

some trees flourish，others die．some cattle grow strong，others taken by wolves．some men are born rich enough and dumb enough to enjoy their lives．ain't nothing fair．you know that．

you're just a rose in a cauldron of thorns．

put me to sleep，evil angel．

i want to be just like you，but you give yourself away to a lover from the past．

am i insane or am i drowning in the agony?

i don't want to live in a world of your imagination．

i buried your faith with me into this grave．

am i insane or am i drowning in the agony?