the desire to get skinny so that the people around me will notice and worry about me

year so far and its not even february i fear its actually so over

you had a sweet sixteen, i had a suicidal sixteen. we are not the same

you’re the reason why you haven’t lost the weight.

i think i think about dying a few hundred times a day

skinny is always better

i need a drastic weight loss to where everyone can notice and worries about me RIGHT!!! NOW!!!

has anyone noticed life is less horrifying if you are on drugs

"Everyday that you eat, is another pound you could’ve lost" -My ED journal, 2019. since I’ve written the entry. It engraved into my skin, guilt, that another day wasted away; Never to be experienced again.

lowkey got an epiphany from this tiktok

OMGOMGOGMGO IM SO EXCITED SCHOOL GOES BACK IN A FEW DAYS AND I HATE SCHOOL BUT STARVING IS GONNA BE SOOOOO MUCH EASIER IM FINALLY GONNA GET SKINNY OMG

Thinspo

does anyone else on edtwt love weightlifting and get really sad when starving themself makes them weaker in the gym but refuse to eat more but wanna make progress but