I just want to say that Iām slowly starting to feel a bit better in myself, itās a long process I know it will take some time but hopefully I can find the strength to carry on
I know I said earlier that I feel better but I get mixed emotions throughout the day. I lay in bed like now and I cry uncontrollably for hours and I donāt know what to do. Itās a hard process and I thank everyone who have messaged me on here so much it means so much to me
I also wanna say if I can open up to anyone on here who would be willing to listen would that be ok. My family and friends have said it may help me talking to someone else who isnāt close to me so if anyone is willing to listen as to why Iām feeling like I am msg me plz š
Thank you for everyone who has reached out and messaged me. If I decide I donāt want to be here anymore I hope people know that I appreciate your comments it means so much but I feel like Iām losing a lot of battles in my head š
I hope like I said in one of my posts yesterday that I can feel better again soon. Itās been so hard and the thoughts Iāve been having it hurts me because I donāt want my family worrying and I want them to think Iām ok but deep down Iām really not š
Sorry everyone who has reached out to me but Iāve reached my limit Iām done. I canāt carry on anymore itās all too much. I care about the people who have reached out to me but I just want to be at peace š
Thanks to everyone who has listened to why Iām struggling but Iām done. Sorry everyone but itās over Iāve lost a battle in my head bigger than me and itās all too much
I just want to say thanks for everyone who has reached out again. I had a hard time last night with things thatās happened in my life but Iāve sat down and spoken with family and friends today and Iām trying to distract my mind from the thoughts Iāve been having
Itās going to be a slow process and I know it wonāt change overnight but I hope I can find the strength to go back into work and do the things I have been doing that Iāve enjoyed. I canāt thank everyone enough who have reached out and message me šš»ā¤ļø
Sorry if I havenāt replied to everyone Iāve got so many messages, and family and friends messaging me too itās been so overwhelming like with how Iāve been feeling atm. Thank you to those people who have messaged me to see if Iām ok it means the world to me ā¤ļø
I feel like the time is right, if anyone who have reached out could I open up to any of you please. I want to talk about why I feel like I do so if you could dm me and weāll talk plz šš»š
I know Iāve said it a lot but thank you everyone who has reached out, it means so much to me šš». I appreciate everyone in the replies sorry for not replying Iāve got a lot of dms to get through. I appreciate every single one of you ā¤ļø