hello chat

I’m starting to think I don’t have any real friends and I am just convenient to have around. I don’t think anyone actually cares about me, and I’ve done it to myself. I’ve just made all my problems my own, and no one has a genuine connection with me. Im so lonely.

The days lately have just gotten harder and harder to get through. I show up to work later and later. I don’t care anymore. I’ve tried to be a good person for so long, and it seems to never pay off. I just have people that take advantage of me and then when I’m struggling…

I don’t know how much longer I can do this. I always swore to myself I wouldn’t just get complacent with life but I honestly think it doesn’t get better. I think this is it. And I’m tired of it.

I really need someone good in my life to change my mind about this all. I’m really losing faith in life.

I think I’ll get a dog. I miss having a dog… I think all this disdain for the world I have would all go away.

And a change in job. That is what is probably needed most.

Outside of that. Hundred line is really fun and Darumi is my favorite so far.

The persona/metaphor games unironically make me a better person. I am always reminded to be the good in the world because of them.

Remember that Strive hate is incredibly forced and most people that hate it don’t even play it, or if they do they are terrible.

memories of you

one of the most insane fucking movies i’ve ever seen in my entire life

I still have no idea how to put into words accurately how unhinged this movie was.

Less suffering towards animals, but the carbon footprint is what’s really important here. I would like to see that data.

:D

Kanye West , or Booze Cruising?

I think Jax is the best character in the show.

funny how there aren’t any lighthouses in the middle…… #thinking #biden

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