The summer i ate everything

catspo ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀:¨ ·.· ¨: ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ `· . ꔫ 𝜗ৎ (𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘬𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵)

I feel like my hypersexuality makes me such an unethical person I hate it Out of all my problems this is the one I hate the most and I’m sick of ppl who don’t even have it romanticizing it

Being in forced recovery is traumatizing me It’s the most triggering thing ever and the entire reason I have this disorder is because ppl took control over my body and used it against me and now I’m experiencing it all over again and remembering things I don’t want to remember

Idk why but seeing fluffy fat cats is so comforting to me

Do u ever love someone so much that u want to lick their head

I can’t believe I actually jumped

Thanx everyone for being so nice to me I love y’all I just want to say that I’m fine now and I’m in the psych ward, I broke my right thigh and left shoulder but the recovery is going really well I do regret it for seeing how much everyone around me suffers but I still want to die

I’m in the psych but because they don’t have anyone to help me with the recovery of my injuries they forced my mom to stay here with me at the ward until my injuries get better and make sure that I don’t fall or anything, it’s really weird being here with my mom

My thigh after the surgery btw

I need to get my blood drawn everyday in here and they always find new problems with my results This morning they told me I might have anemia and I need to start taking other vitamins as well

Ever since what happened I have horrible appetite not even related to my ed but I just physically feel disgusted and can barely eat so I hope I won’t gain this time cuz every time I’ve been hospitalized until now I always gained a ton of weight

I need to take blood thinners shots every night and they need to do it in places with high fat distribution and pinch the fat and yesterday the skinniest nurse told me I don’t have enough to grab