> Be me > Becomes a caveman > disdain for the cages and shackles of society > feels desire to be free & naked > walks around brooding > steps outside ✨BEHOLD THE BEAUTY OF GOD AND NATURE ✨ *Instantly less brooding and stares at tree in awe*

Is this a uno reverse on the “forbidden apple” ? I’ll never tell

Stumbled around, fucked about, danced a lil jig with Shiva & think I figured out how to work with kundalini as if I’m doing tai chi Cool time to be alive

Sorry boss I lost my voice chanting praises to God Can’t come into work today

Me: “BAHH I’m not man enough, nobody treats me the way I see myself, the external doesn’t match the internal” Trickster spirit: “Sir this is a Wendy’s… also you don’t believe it yourself yet…” Trickster: “…BYE” *tricker disappears into smoke* Me: “DAMNIT GET BACK HERE”

Golden milk oatmeal 7/10 - get milk - got milk? - good 1 tsp turmeric Cinnamon bark Cloves Pinch of pepper Salt Honey Nutmeg Boil & bubble, double the trouble Add oats, make oatmeal Pretty good ngl

Chanting Hare Krishna, rocking a shield pendent with the cross, praying over images of Egyptian Gods while drawing sigils on the walls ✨Friday ✨

Hermes Mercury Enoch Thoth Odin Metatron Krishna Buddha These names are all variants of Universal Mind

Yes

Been shredding through layers of subconscious junk lately Here’s to what’s to come 🥂

My Uber driver’s name was Rama Krishna and I think God is funny like that

Some very curious energy in the air this week Crazy dreams Wild storm while I’m at work & out of the blue I see someone from my past I hadn’t seen in like 6 years Not a friend; someone I fucked over long ago - clearly reminded of a part of myself I chose to move forward from

Between eclipses and new moon things have felt extremely charged as of late Feels like I’ve worked through what would have taken years in the last 3 days

What does it mean to you, to be right with God?

What does it mean to you, to be right with yourself?

I’ve been so many people sometimes I forget who I am

I’m back bitches, can’t keep me knocked down for long

Been sick for the past 3-5ish days (lost count) Some findings: - using the phone raises cortisol ^ specifically endless scroll / endless choice media (I’m thinking it taxes the systems required for observation and decision making much more) - it’s hard not to be attached to

There’s a time for chaos and a time for order Trickster spirit & the Logos Shuffling the deck & the organizing principle They might be two sides of the same coin In fact one requires the other to be