can i come over and be useless

"take with food" ok got it 💜

they're called kilograms because they make you want to. um

eating disorders are so embarrassing oh yeah i'm suicidal because i Ate yogurt ok

my problem is that my brain is constantly going "i should fast for two weeks" "no, i should just eat maintenance and build muscle" "no, i should do a liquid diet" "no, i should recover, i'm miserable" "no, i'm so fat, i desperately need to lose 10kg"

starting a new diet today called russian roulette in which for every bite of food I take I have to pull the trigger on a gun that has one bullet inside

red lentil pasta my beloved

rainy day

it's so evil being both disabled and disordered.. if i restrict my ed is happy but my body literally doesn't work, if i eat enough for my body to vaguely function then my ed is screaming at me. there's no winning either way

can i ask for bmi estimates from this really weird picture of my arm 💜

every time i wake up my body starts hurting in a hundred new ways no one has ever hurt in before

Paying for something inherently means supporting it by the way.

i love sectioned plates

chest pain after consuming 500mg caffeine is purely coincidental and just means your heart is so incredibly full of love ❤️

if you could press a button and be instantly 100% fully recovered, would you do it?