Nagomu hasn't quite grown on me. Lev, Polly, and especially Bol are still fresh. It kind of feels like the new season of a show with all the familiar cast gone. It's hard to accept and transition. Do I even want to continue? I'm sorry for having these thoughts, Nagomu

I still tear up sometimes when I think about them What matters is that they're in a better place, I have to believe they are