fuck a nap i need a coma

the only thing that can heal me at this point is memory loss

I wish I could talk to you again..

Having bpd ain’t easy.. Someone with bpd usually needs constant reassurance. They put themselves down a lot, not because they want pity, but because they genuinely feel worthless. They feel like they don’t deserve anyone’s love.

Bpd attacks are also a thing wich are similar to panick attacks, they switch up from aggressive to apologetic and desperate behavior. They also tend to jump to conclusions very Frequently. They prefer to hide their problems to not seem like a pest

Bpd people never mean what they say when getting aggressive . If they apologize after that that most likely means that they didn’t mean it. They can’t control what they say when they’re heated. Be patient with them They are extremely impulsive, insecure and emotionally unstable

ik you probably won’t see this “dummy” but I’m sorry, I’m sorry for hurting you without meaning to. I wish we could’ve stayed friends but ig that’s not possible, maybe in another life time.. I still miss you even tho I’m mad at you for leaving after saying you’ll never..