if i’m not asleep by 5 i’m giving up

guess i got around six? hours

my body has no right to be sore and bitchy. it’s YOUR fault i couldn’t sleep

snnnzz.

what?

....why i sleep???

?????????????

you’re a dork.

//gonna go talk to the judge so he knows i’m physically incapable of paying 1¢ of this ticket

it’s okay, though.

//no promises for anything for however long i’m currently looking at the screen through tear blurred vision because my father believes providing for me is nothing more than enabling me

//still no promises but i broke through his hard ass 68yo head & I ALSO GOT MY CHARM IN!!! I ORDERED IT BEFORE IT WAS EVEN PRODUCED ITS BEEN TWO MONTHS

//tbh i........ been thinking about ditching twitter. idk if it’s because my life is high stress atm or what but. it’s there

\ A huge thing to remember: You don't get to decide if someone's upset, you don't get to police their feelings. If they said you hurt them, you can't decide that you haven't.

//exhibit a: nothing i post is ever acknowledged.

//i’m so tired of coming on here on ANY account to nothing but a new follower or a few, usually after days of being somewhere else. as soon as i tweet i lose followers or get blocked. i’m never the one sought out, i’m always the one doing the seeking and it. fucking. hurts.—

—i’d say dm me for contact, but repeating it just makes me feel like it doesn’t fucking matter, so i’ll just fucking see myself out. my discord is [ chaotic stupid gay bastard#7883 ]. if you don’t have it, too fucking bad. i’m not tossing out my snap or number. bye.