Ooof feelings are at a 85% today

Ok actually crashing out now...

Might fuck around and just pivot back to a big girl job. 🙃

don't doubt the process, sagittarius.

Welp.

Actually so down bad rn.

Me at Disney like everythings fine

Did not predict this on my 2025 bingo card .

1st year in my 30s officially tieing for worst year ever.

i’m pretty chill as far as insane women go

Like it's actually settling that i may not perform at the best place I've ever worked again.

All I got to say is I hope that everyone regrets not making more of an effort to come and see me when I was performing every weekend. Cause it's about to be a rare occasion and it probably will no longer even include fire. so like who even am I now 🫠 👍

Bruh and like not being booked on the busiest month as a fire performer EMBARRASSING girl.

Me to my plug " Hi " -me "Hey how's it going " - him "All good same shit " -me But really in my brain ... "You dont know how much you mean to me. And seeing you is the only thing I look forward to every week . Ily "

Anyone else still use they're A.R reading star password still lol

Hiiii for the 1st time ever I will be going out for the superbowl cause I must experience this amongst ppl

Lol never getting that paparazzi photoshoot now huh.. 😭

Everyday finding a new reason to me more depressed.

Lol I loveeeeee struggling to find gigs during what should have been my most lucrative month of the fucking year. And basically the month that sets me up to not be fucking fucked in spring.

The summer/fall i crashed out every other hour.