Been talking down on myself a lot lately and it's definitely having some affects..... Negative affects.......no Positive affects.....definitely not But certainly some affects 🤷‍♂️

2 things I'll never get to see and experience again that really bums me out is Tom Petty's live version of Learning to Fly and watching Neil Peart do what he did best as The Professor.....RIP to 2 insane legends! 🤟

My god Rob Halford is still absolutely killing it! 🤘

I feel like i need to stop trying to hang out with people. Conversations last all day until the day we hang out and then it's silence or vague to no responses to my messages after that as though they completed a task and now I'm the shitty sidequest npc 🤷‍♂️

You can only handle talking to yourself for so long 🥴

Always interested in my thoughts and advice but never me 🤷‍♂️

Cuz there's so many fish in the sea They all look like me I'm just a little tiny fish That's all I'll ever be

I've never listened so closely before Sell me the truth You know how it fucks me up

They always say you should shoot your shot. But when I'm told that all that goes through my head is the lyric "He pulls the trigger and he drops dead instead" so I prefer not to risk taking that shot 👍

Miss the days of having a squad to game with!

Seeing John Candy wave goodbye at the very last frame of Uncle Buck always gets me. Makes it feel like it was his final goodbye. If you haven't seen it or any of his movies I highly recommend it/them! Crazy to think it's already been 30 years since he's been gone.

So last night I open streamlabs to get ready for stream and idk why but it basically made me setup as though it was my first time using it and as a result of that I lost ALL my scenes cuz I only had the option to transfer from obs so I now have to start all over! I'm so pissed!

Ever since streamlabs reset itself it also screwed up my elgato cuz no matter what i do or what settings I change it hasn't fixed the lag from capturing my ps and idk what it could be and I really dont wanna buy a new one if I dont have to. So frustrating!

I think it's just time to get a whole new pc, everything's just goin to shit lately

God damn my channel is just BEYOND dead lol from when I started to where I am now is just a major motivation killer. Honestly unsure if I'll keep it going after this year 🤷‍♂️

Wish I could've caught when the lights were flickering as though a rave just broke out 😂

Hey look, the world ain't slowin down!

RIP to a musical legend😢

Just feels like the right decision. It's been fun but it's run it's course. Much love yall!

Rest in peace to the Prince of Darkness! I'm super glad I got to see him once in my life and it was absolutely amazing! I'll never forget that night and the amazing energy he brought to the crowd! We definitely lost one of if not the greatest frontman of all time!