stomach telling me to eat, brain telling me not to eat, soul telling me to kill myself

͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ✨ ✨ 🕯 🕯 i will lose ✨ so much weight ✨ in october 🕯 🕯 ✨ ✨

🕯️-20lbs in october 🕯️ ♡ / ↻ to claim 🍂🎞️🦇🕰️

Time is moving so fast yet so slowly

weight loss also means: smaller nose bigger eyes smaller face bigger lips

October is gonna be my month yall trusttt 🦶🗣

5 years and I'm still the same weight as I was then like what?

October will be my month October will be my month October will be my month October will be my month October will be my month October will be my month October will be my month October will be my month October will be my month October will be my month October will be my month Octo

I'm actually tweaking

Idk if it's just my tl but everyone's suddenly suicidal :( (I hope this doesn't come across as insensitive - I'm here to talk if anyone needs 💗💜)

im on the verge of a breakdown

bro the sh urges are getting to me :/

Probs going to log out until I get academically caught up 😮‍💨

I've been so inactive recently bc of school 😭 but terms over and break starts next week so slay

This term is the first time in my life that i actually failed a class :( september was such a low point of my life smh

I hate food and I hate myself

Lately I havent been able to do anything properly - school, life, work, I havent even wanted to go on twt lol im just tired and sad all the time :(

Im 12 days clean of sh!!! ngl its been hard and i really want to relapse but I'm proud of myself

nyx || free palestine 🇵🇸 🍉 I’m constantly aware that being weak and not strong is exactly what the government wants but it’s impossible to recover rn