A prayer to God today—one of the most heartbreaking prayers I’ve uttered this quarter. Lord, You know how deeply I love their family. You see the weight in my heart. But I trust You. Whatever happens, I choose to believe it’s all unfolding in Your perfect timing—for Tita & Ate 🥺

Why is it so hard to live?

My ate has her own way of showing love and care. I know how hard it is for you to leave your mom, even for a minute or a few hours at the hospital, but you still made a way to see me and bring food for me at the same hospital, together with her.

Peace comes not just from action, but from where your mind rests — not in results, but in God’s character.

Yung na padpad na ako ng Sri Lanka pero sweets is life pa din 🤣

But in that low, desperate place… I met Your grace again. Not the kind that pats me on the back and says “you’ll be okay,” but the kind that holds me close while I cry, strips away my masks, and says, “Even this version of you; broken, undone — I still love, choose and want you

Miss you Sri Lanka, Miss you Team, Miss all the Locals there 😭🥺 Ang hirap huhu

Wanna go back to beach 🥺😭

I never got a chance to grieve. But i need to go back to my province for some important errands. Honestly, End of the month pa naman pero anxious na ako kasi ayokong i-face yung reality na lahat ng pinaka closed relative ko wala na sila. I cannot accept the pain and lost.

Hi self, know that you are not stuck. Okay?!

Before she left the hospital. Obgyne be like: Chels, how are you? Me: Doc, I am okay. Wala ako pain since I got back from Sri Lanka. Doc: Ay okay, good. Wag na natin pag usapan 😅 Haha! Ur so cute doc

Finally u show up na, hay 😌

When you have an ate who’s really mindful of you 🥺 It’s been a month since I last went out (except on Sundays because I go to church), but after that, I just prefer staying home and not talking to people. Labyuuu 🫶

I feel like I am slowly quiting