damn i thought i gained weight visibly but it’s fucking body dismorphia

so uhm bmi guesses? (evening pic)

Anyone else miss their b/p era? cuz i wanna eat ginormous amounts of food everyday. i stopped because i couldn’t get everything out, my parents started noticing and i felt physically ill. i’m thankful for being able to restrict rn though (im b/p free for 3,5 months and lost 4kg)