Jesus turned water into wine that’s cool I can turn beer into throw up

11:38 pm and i have to be up at 4:30 if i want a shower before work 🫩 im so used to going without showering whether it be bc of being extremely busy or simply hating my body that much so honestly who fucking cares (yes i wear deodorant)

anyone been on glp-1 to hit their gw? i’m so tempted to buy some but anxious of what all comes with it

#weluvedgar

had some dinner post purge bc i lit felt like i was gonna either rot in bed or k.o. studying :(

trial shift today, let’s see if i get the job

me when i mess up: u stupid bitch u just ruined ur entire life everyone hates u u can't do anything right ever me when i succeed: okay

note to self: don’t back to back to back to back hit ur vape while fasting otherwise u will throw up straight bile 😀

trial shift went pretty good! i have until sunday to decide if i want the job or not n tbh im prolly gonna take it

i feel so alone all the time. if my bf is busy, i don’t really talk to anyone outside of work. even in class, i don’t bother trying to even do collaborative work bc i just don’t want to be laughed at more. i feel like i did in high school n i just wanted to go away.

I miss elementary when 20-30 people were forced to give me valentines

i need to do this lmao

bf cleaned my room while i was at work yesterday and while i feel bad that it even warranted that (we discussed it prior), it does feel so much nicer to have space to just live in

tips to not overeat everytime u see ur bf?

don’t feel mentally as bad since (very inconsistently) taking my meds but my appetite is horrid and trying to fix it is a bitch