someone who has been mentally and emotionally abuseď will: • constantly apologize • need a lot of reassurance • break down over small disagreements • hide their feelings in order to not upset you • have low self-esteem because of insults PLEASE TAKE IT EASY ON THEM.

i kinda hate people whose whole thing is being mean or ragebait-y, like you realize that’s just cringe and doesn’t make you cool

they should invent a family that cares about you

Si me mato me extrañarían?

i wish i had literally any desireable traits im not funny not good looking i cant make any fucking friends im just a waste

qnd eu fico chateado eu me torno um ser insuportável

When everyone is looking at me and sees an adult but… this is what i feel like on the inside

“it didn't bother me” me all day:

can i stop being replaced thanks

i used to think if i explained myself better things would change. turns out people usually understood, they just didn’t care the same way

im sorry im so sorry please im sorry i cant do it im sorry its not your fault its not i promise im sorry i wish i was better

I can’t wait to wake up and suffer again tomorrow

i literally just need someone to talk to

i don’t really know why im still hoping

I wish my absence was noticed... and my presence missed..

Me: whatever happens happen Whatever: *happens* Me:

my inner child has only ever longed for a friend that i can be myself around but no matter what i do i will never be good enough.

nothing matters!!!! nothing will ever come from what as transpired today. it’s going to be the same old bullshit of me having to come to terms that i do not matter to anyone other than my husband (who has been nothing but loving and supportive of me through all this) fuck me ig