Officially have a step 1 date dhahsgwhdbwbsgsbdb

I hate UWSA3 with the most aggressive hatred known to man kind

Step 1 in one day and I am so ready to be DONE, iA I leave it feeling ok, but above all after 4 months of studying for it I’m very excited to move on 😭

Walked out of step 1 and spent 10 minutes in the car crying, not bc I didn’t feel good about it, but bc 5 months of straight studying has finally come to an end. Inshallah a pass, but until then good bye and good riddance (until step 2 🫣)

Shoutout to the prometric proctor lady who when I was done gave me a caramel hard candy, asked me if I wanted a hug (which I very much did) and told me “I am so proud of you you did it” surprised I didn’t start crying then and there 🥺❤️

Like I know I just finished step 1 and all aH but tell me why my body is like ok now let’s start freaking out about rotations like BEHAVE give it at least 24hr before you start freaking out over nonsense smh

Anxiety is a little piece of poop I can’t even fully enjoy my vacation without random waves of omg what if I failed step

I may only be 50% Kashmiri but it has 100% of my heart 🥺💕

FREEDOM BESTIES ALHAMDULILAH

Bruh my rotations start July 1st I… too real too fast (aH tho)

Being in India rn during Lok Sabha is a wild time bc my feed is insane (and I’m so here for it)

BJP losing UP WILDDDDDD

How am I starting my rotations in 6 days like BROOOOO

1st day of IM rotations aH 😭 I really can’t believe I made it this far sometimes

Week one of IM done and I’m so tired it hurts

Idk how I feel about losing 6lbs only a week into a 3 month long IM rotation 😅😅😅

Shoutout to the nurse who saw me panicking on my on call shift when I wasn’t sure what to do, walking me through what needed to be done, and then giving me loads of encouragement and support. I literally don’t think I’ll be able to ever be thankful enough

Anyone wanna tell me how to fight this deep fatigue I have during inpatient IM bc SHEESH

I think I’m getting sick, 6 weeks into my 12 weeks of IM… I… honestly proud I made it this far but also bro I HATE being sick

I am officially in my healing era and it feels nice ❤️