maybe this is kinda weird, but do other people who grew up fat/chubby think they owe their younger selves being skinny at least once? i remember trying not to cry in changing rooms when i was 10 because i hated how i looked, i want to make that little girl happy
i have to lose 10 pounds and clean my room and get a new job and be more outgoing and make more friends and change my wardrobe and fix my gut issues and stop sleeping so late and get a masters and meal prep and stop being myself