Dinner

I LOST MY 504 DAY STREAK ON MYFITNESSPAL 🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀😭😭😭😭

lets be real.. if i was mindful on my birthday do post-birthday cals still count…

btw yesterday i found out that if you eat raw salmon and purg3 it comes up cooked ❤️

⋆˚꩜｡ #edtwt intro ────୨ৎ──── ⋆˚࿔ luna 彡 she / her ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞 ana ⟶ ednos⠀┊⠀09 , isfp ⸝⸝ ୭˚. ᵎᵎ i luv video games, shoegaze, rock, kpop, etc ♡ / ↻ to be mootz /ᐠ > ˕ <マ

welp

okay im gonna do a challenge of do not eat until dinner time so i take accountability

bro i think my ed is giving me jaundice

i want to eat more but im scared i dont like my body but i wannt to recover

i dont know if i deserve to recover . im reachinf the point of overwhelming hunger and jm scared

i havent been over 45 kg in like a year dude and gaining is making me go crazy

im stupidely tracking my cals in recovery and damn almost 3000 im freaking losing it

idk if im having trouble breathing from overeating at olive garden or from my burnt cart

if u think about it nothings gona matter in a couple years and im not gonna be dwelling back on how my body looks right now

dude ive beenn eating 2000 cals almost everyday for a month and i still havent gotten my period back likeeeeee

oh my god i cant feel mt collar bones as much anymore

giys no pls i gained 15 lbs from 1 month all in

hey guys! to those who lost weight and lost cellulite, just know gaining weight means gaining back the cellulite!!😆

so in order to fully recover…. u have to gain back all the weight?? damn all that pain was for nothing😭

my life felt destroyed to ana so im leaving bai