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‘not eating enough makes you tired’ THEN WHY CANT I FUCKING SLEEP

"fuck this ed!" i shout as i remember i don't have any other coping mechanisms that aren't my ed

I fall asleep to touching my ribcage

can’t stand a bitch who invalidates others ed’s just bc she’s in her honeymoon phase

no food is low calorie enough it’s all too high. i eat all super low calorie food and it still adds up to too much calories. i’m fat and greedy

my parents arent divorced yet

growing up in a dysfunctional family is sth i wouldnt wish on ANYONE 😭😭🔫🔫🔫

Knowing how to lose weight and then doing the complete opposite of that:

"you're not hungry if you don't want an apple" but I always want an apple, then what?

you'd have to pay me 1M in cash for me to eat a crumble cookie

what the flip

my face isn’t ugly but my body is, therefore i will never find love

my possible therapists name is anna 😭

if I start seeing a therapist specifically for my ed, does that mean I HAVE to get better? like I don’t want to go bc i’m in recovery bc i’m not I just want support and my feelings to be understood. but then it also feels pointless

getting my ears pierced today finally after years of waiting :) i’m just stressed abt getting steps in around the appointment tho💔

since 7 months ago when I told my mom abt my ed i’ve played a part in lowering her a1c without a diabetes medication 😭 bc she eats the same meals I do with me to make me feel better (other stuff throughout the day too i’m not starving her) and she goes to the gym with me lmao

“too much cardio is bad” god forbid a girl have a hobby

i’ve been taking these for two days and can actually feel a difference and maybe even see one too!! i’ve also pooped the two days which is rare??