off the fucking rails was not gonna help. As @TheOriginalSOA told my mother to go shopping. I knew it was to give her something to (6/15)

do. while the rest of us. Do our best to collect our thoughts and accept the fact that Happy lay there dead. Not that I thought that (7/15)

would be easy. I watched as Alexis Walker leaned on Esai Alvarez. I was a little jealous of the fact that it wasn't me. But I (8/15)

quick stomped that out. I looked at @TheOriginalSOA unsure of what to say. Or hell if I was even gonna be welcome in Lodi. As my (9/15)

father and others followed Happy Lowman's body outside, I followed too. I wasn't going to show just how much this death was (10/15)

effecting me. I would later away from the others. I wasn't one to show my emotions when i should. But, damn it. Once we knew exactly (11/15)

who pulled the trigger I knew it was gonna be a bad day for them. I pulled out a smoke from my pack, slipping it between my lips, i (12/15)

took a drag letting the nicotine calm me. I lost a brother and friend. I looked around at all the faces as I leaned against my bike. (13/15)

Someone would pay for the pain the Loaman family, Lexi and the clubs were feeling now. I moved to mount my bike as @TheOriginalSOA (14/15)

came outside and sat on his. (15/15)

I nodded to @TheOriginalSOA and mounted my bike. I didn't glance at Alexis Walker or Esai Alvarez. I started my bike and let it (1/10)

roar to life. Catching Thomas Teller looking at me out of the corner of my eye, I looked back at him. Not saying a word, hiding my (2/10)

emotions like I always did or at least I thought I was. the look on Thomas Teller's face told me otherwise. I turned to look (3/10)

straight ahead. I wanted so much to explain to Alexis Walker why I said the things I said, why I did what I did. But as the saying (4/10)

goes I made my bed now I had to lay in it. I slipped my helmet on my head and secured it in place. Waiting for @TheOriginalSOA to (5/10)

lead us out on the road. Happy Lowman was my brother and he would forever be missed. But as I figured and pretty sure everyone else (6/10)

was thinking. sitting here was not going to bring him back. Sorrow and guilt weighed heavy on my mind as we hit the road. The road (7/10)

was good for thinking, But that was the last thing I wanted to think about because it was a lot of what ifs. What ifs cause more (8/10)

pain and anger than was needed right now. Right now I just needed to shut down my emotions and just get to Lodi. I needed to show (9/10)

them all I was supporting Alexis Walker and my family even if they didn't want me there. (10/10)