happy full moon in pisces. may the layers of your past fall away. and you remember who you truly are. before you were told illusions and projections.

a teacher once told me i was difficult. so i stored those words away in my subconscious. this is shadow work. finding what we store and play on repeat because of illusions and projections around us. -triggers show us towards healing

When you remember that you are the the guru, you build an energy around you that can't be penetrated with projections. You remember cords are created by your allowance.

it's all a frequency. those things you desire to align with. match the frequency. and what's been created in your imagination will come alive.

i want to flow like a river. and like every river, i accept my jagged rocks might cut you. it's a part of the process of rebuilding.

It's not going to be easy, breaking the cycle your lineage has been repeating. But you chose to become aware, do the work and stop playing so damn small. Ignore those who shame you. Thank those who hurt you. Love the ones who didn't wake up.

Victimhood can look like this - I always meet men/women who treat me like their ex's. I'm tired of being projected on. :Taking responsibility for our alignment means we aren't matching with unwanted energy. And when we do, through our level of awareness, we recognize the pattern.

From my own experience, asking someone in an abusive cycle or pattern "why do you put up with it" isn't going to make them shift themselves back to love. It induces shame and defensiveness. The theory of "tough love" is outdated.

it's going to get messy and life is going to trick you and make you think you are the mess -be careful what you believe stardust & skin

By saying I will not go into victim mentality for another, they asked - You make no exceptions for suffering that continues to be inflicted onto people? Exceptions? I can have an open heart and also have boundaries. I can't help end suffering by suffering.

I have collected a lot of fears within my body that do not belong to me. Souls reaching out for me to save them. My womb has become the home to the masculine recklessly sleeping in their shadows. I forgive them. I forgive myself

When healing your inner child that is asking for your attention, it's essential to remember emotions aren't homes. And if you never felt safe and supported, it was someone else's home you were living within. It's time to build your own.

if you feel you've forgiven a parent who caused trauma and continue to become triggered by them, you are still self-abandoning. you are using positive words and unaligned actions to make yourself and them feel at ease. like using band-aids for a broken leg.

aren't you tired of saying the right thing (your truth) to the wrong people (unaligned) who can't hear you?

If it feels like separation and uses labels for division, it is a distraction from co-creation. Those speaking through a voice of love, aren't vibrating on the channel of fear.

the real question to ask yourself is this: when trying to defend your perception of reality externally, what pain are you trying to run from internally?

i am here for community built on eye contact. shared tears pulled by authentic words face to face. connection that is tangible. shaking my shadow filled doubts by hands held in circle. platforms behind screens are beautiful. but when it shifts, will you?

the lesson in projections isn't to be unshaken or withhold emotion. we heal by being shook. awareness is how quickly you can get back into your magic after you were just asked to level up your boundaries by someone else's pain.

move the pieces of your life around in the spaces that feel lighter. say fuck no more. and hell yes often. glide gracefully in places that make you feel unworthy.

Just letting everyone know their gift this year will be a crystal that best represents what I feel they need after being a witness to how they handled #scorpioseason and #mercuryretrograde. Your welcome.