|| I blame my depression honestly. And I think anxiety. Like, I do love RPing getting SLs and such, but, lately I've been, 'bleh'. And the littlest of things just sends me on my way to not reply. Idk what's up with me. ||

|| But the moments lasting weeks? Tbh Rping is basically one of the handful of things that do help out. Also I just realized I like, turned the conversation to something completely different than what it was and I am so sorry- ||

|| I can't say it's dragged me down??? [Aside RPing with one person, but I won't openly name them on the TL], I like, need constant attention tbh, when that goes down, so does my mood, ya'know? It's weird. I feel bad about it. ;; ||

"I miss Vaia…"

Slowly fidgeting with the necklace he was wearing. "I hope she's okay... I wonder if she's like me... freezing solid in the cold. ...I'll need to find her if that's what happened. I can give her this. Since she has a family to spend time with..."

"But she's the /only/ friend I have. We're going to marry one day! She can't just... disappear."

"But she's a shade too..." She could've just disappeared? He didn't like the idea of that, he and her promised to always be there for each other. He's saved her once, did he need to do that again? Was it too late? "...Could you help me find her?"

|| Yoo, normally I don't state these things, but I'm in the middle of an anxiety attack, so if you have a drawing suggestion of a character I could draw to help with that, much thanks! ||

"...Well burn your trees down. It's not like I need the oxygen they make to breathe."

|| It's so weird to get a DM from someone I literally never met in my life just asking if I have any blank accounts to give away. Like dude, if I had a blank account I'd flip it to Amelinda rn. ||

He'd look up at the sky, it was full of stars... Thankfully none seemed to be covered by clouds. "If... you can hear me, I mean, Vaia says you can hear everyone. But, please tell her I'm worried about her, and I miss her. I want to see her again, but I just... can't find her."

"I hope you stars have been talking to Vaia for me. I still haven't found her."

Taps Vaia's shoulder and offers a box of chocolate, it was probably stolen, but people can ignore that. "I-I saw people giving these to people they like today... so... I wanted to give you one too!"

"Who hurt Vaia?!"