“STOP BEING SORRY ALL THE TIME”

my brain: AHHH IM SORRY FUCK

Why was it last time I was grieving I couldn’t eat and now I am binging and purging like a mad man ):

Is function of beauty or prose worth it? I just spent like $100 on function of beauty I hope I’m not wasting my money 😭

The chronic sore throat from purging sucks. Worst shit ever especially having to talk at work all day 😭

Finished a 48hr fast so big Omad time :))

Chicken & spinach wrap, Greek yogurt & berries + quest bar

523cal, 60g protein

I hate when I look under the comments of thin women eating junk food it’s like “I wish I had her metabolism” when they have no clue what their diet looks like outside of that one video, how active they are, etc.

(I know OP isn’t saying they hate her but I’ve seen a lot of hate for her) Why do ppl hate Colleen? She’s helped me a lot, although her visible wl (don’t want to assume relapse) is concerning ):

*me just chilling*

My stomach: SHARP PAIN!

Question for shedtwt - TW s*lf h*rm scars talk

How long did it take for your deep dermis to shallow hypodermis scars take to get lighter? Mine are currently 4 months old and dark purple. My mom keeps on weaponizinf them against me, even though I’ve been clean since ):

Me: *ranting about my ED and how it’s slowly killing me*

Bots: P U S S Y * I N B I O
B ! G T I T S IN B I O ???!!!

OMG I NEED TO TRY THIS

They don’t know how you saved my life

i am on my knees with tears in my eyes begging you if you binge every other day to stop starting fasts 😭

Bitches be like “I’m so fat and ugly” and be the most beautiful ethereal woman you’ve ever seen

Any other bullimics or an-BP go through episodes of restriction where they don’t purge at all, or purging episodes w/o binging (while restricting) ? Bc sometimes I just restrict and other times I’m b/p’ing 24/7

Lyrics about substance abuse

I’m ugly on the outside, but really ugly on the inside

And the worst part about it all is you know it’s bad and you know it’s killing you but it’s second nature and it’s scary to think about stopping, but it’s also scary to think about continuing