genuinely considering bringing my villian era 16 y/o self back from the dead, she was the bishhhh

almost a month later and I haven’t lost any wow am I like not eding properly or something

I stg ppl are so mean sometimes for what like ?????

‘ur friends being lowkey mad at you for cancelling last minute for the 3467th time and u feel bad and selfish but at the same time it’s not ur fault it’s ur shitty mental health and u waste ur own time just as much but no one sees that’ feeling <<<<

I have so much I want to talk to a therapist about but I’ve realised I only want it so a professional can tell me I’m right and get that kind of validation

Its always “fuck my ed” until I remember that I need a nice body to compensate for being ugly

do hands and feet get prettier after losing weight I need to know ugh

this is all I want :’)

I’m at work and my mind is telling me that this girl I used to be close to hates me now bc I’m not skinny, obvs not the case buttt

i hate that I think I’d have more friends if I was skinny like idec about seggs and relationships and ppl wanting to date me

“there’s nothing wrong with you physically you’ve got the kind of looks to make other girls mentally ill so stop it” yeah but other girls have the kind of looks that have made me mentally ill xoxo

New thinspo dropped 😍

sorry I haven’t been active guys idk if anyone acc cares or not but yea sorry <3

edtwt really needs to understand having an eating disorder does not give them the permission to degrade others or project their insecurities onto non disordered individuals, or even othered disordered individuals. your ed should only have an impact on yourself, not others.

hi gang I’m back, I went through a phase where I thought I was so close to recovering but now I’m spiralling again :/ I missed u guys tho <333

Is it just me who thinks the ‘so my name is Bella hadid’ trend on tik tok is giving pro ed?